July 2011
So I love my family....
But they really don’t make it an easy task let me tell ya! My sister is such a pain in the ass! She bitches about her piece of shit husband but is already ready to take him back even though she really needs to keep moving bc he is the worst thing to happen to her and the only good thing that came from him is my nephew. And i love them both don’t get me wrong but when all she wants to...
June 2011
Fuck You...
why is it..
that I’m always the other woman and never the woman?? I know I put myself in these situations but still….can’t I just be somebody’s one??
Got a tattoo of a heart on my chest bc mine just wasn’t enough to survive and even that I had to add a lock to……yeah I’m a wee bit scorned…
“Locked it up and threw away the key….”
Dissapointed...
look...
I wouldn’t have even done anything with him if you hadn’t have said it was ok…then you say it’s not and I stop…so don’t sit there and be all crazy with me trying to get me to stay away from him. I can walk next to whoever I want without you jerking me every which-a-way trying to keep us as far away from each other as possible just get over it! I am not going...
Can't believe
it was so easy to tell you those things…..just lying in your arms made me want to tell you everything…..I like that…
i should've known better
It’s been a long time comin’ and the card were stacked. It’s been a long hard road to hell and back. Your love meant trouble from the day we met. You won every hand, I lost every bet. Now you’d think that I should’ve known better. Now I think that I should’ve seen it come. My heart sank when I read that letter. It sank like a stone, it sank like a stone. A cup...
Can't complain
I made her smile I made her cry I cleared her head and made her wonder why I helped her live and made her want to die But she can’t complain, she can’t complain She tried to date a friend of mine I was at his house when she came to say goodbye He stood her up but she took it as a sign And I can’t complain, I can’t complain We took off for the weekend, had quite a time...
He said he wanted you forever after a few months….he asked me forever after a few hours…….I hate the person I’ve become…
When the text I get isn't from you
mhmayeejasaa:
I want to talk to you…you’re my friend and your job is to be there…but when I do talk to you I feel you judge me…you say you don’t but I know you are. And for some reason I just can’t seem to tell my gf’s bc I know they’re judging me….I broke a pretty big girl code….well I really didn’t but I still feel like I did…..I just...
Why is it that the words of a stranger seem to comfort you more than me…feels like you don’t even need me anymore..
Bluegrass
is the one music that can put me in a trans-like state and help me clear my head and think…..<3
Happy
That my boo and I are getting back to Normal…the world is a very dark and scary place without him to hold my hand and walk me through it….just sayin…
I don’t understand why it’s so hard to just listen to me…..
Well it’s def not a lack of effort on my part….
And I’m still hurting….
razors, nail polish, and ice cream...
Yeah…….I’m single! lol
Happy Birthday Norma
you’re my inspiration, everyday!
“I don’t mind living in a man’s world as long as I can be a woman in it.”
Marilyn Monroe
