February 2011
Loves that my mom comes through for me when I need some support she truly is my best friend and I love her so much. She just let’s me ramble and bitch and offers opinions when warranted. It’s nice to know that I have some support since I feel like my best friend isn’t too happy with me..but I know my family will ALWAYS be here for me and for that I am so grateful and blessed...
January 2011
So lucky….I have someone to care for me i’n the way i’ve needed for a year. The best friends i’n the world!! The most amazing parents i’n the world!! And a pretty good job! Def counting all my blessings lately. Guess the rough part of the storm def makes you appreciate the calm
Also hate flakes…
Hates being lied to especially straight to my face….
So happy but feels like my relationship with my best friend is suffering…..hope he knows I still love him and that I’m always here for him! Just taking my turn at being happy and enjoying the company of someone who really likes me….and I really like him and it’s nice to be told how beautiful you are and to have someone kiss the back of your hand with the sweetest and...
NEEDS CHOWMEIN!!!!!! lol
Is "in a relationship"
““Why are you staring at me?”
“No reason, just like looking at...”
– Conrad Mountjoy
Though the comment hurt I know he’s wrong……I have someone wonderful who likes me for me and wants me around and doesn’t just want one thing……Even after he already got it he just wants to hold me and just wants to see me……It doesn’t get better than that! So I’m going to stick with it and enjoy what I have right now. It’s a very rare...
I am Nikki’s colon…I am slowly deteriorating and attacking Nikki….I eventually will attack her immune system and make it so a common cold will feel like pneumonia…..my goal i’n life is to kill Nikki…
"Color my life with the chaos of trouble.."
So deliriously happy….found someone that likes me for me and just wants to hold me……life is GOOD!!!!!
That’s what I get for getting my hopes up…
Had an incredible night with an amazing man! He rocked my world too many times to
Count last night/ this morning. And then he actually wanted to cuddle, and told me how beautiful I was even though I had no make-up on. He would gently kiss my shoulder and nose and say that he was happy and that he really liked me. We talked about a lit and my record still stands for being the best ;-) lol....
So I was really worried today at work wouldn’t go well but it has been amazing!!! So so happy and love bring back! Now hopefully I can get that second job and things will be even better! :-)
Hoping to see him again real soon….maybe today when I get off work :-)
Going on my first real date tonight…..hope it goes well
Why do I always love those who don’t love me?
I love you…….I don’t know what else to say…
Ugh……
“Love me tender,
Love me sweet,
Never let me go.
You have made my life...”
–
Elvis Presley
Doing something for myself….don’t know if it’s going to work out for me but I’m going to try it…..
Needs..
to get laid….like hardcore….it’s ridiculous……
Please..
Let me know how to help you….I’ll do anything. I’ll leave if you want. I’ll stay if you want. I’ll do anything to help you through I just need to you to tell me what to do and I’ll do it! I love you so much it hurts sometimes I just need you to tell me what to do…
I wish I could be your escape….I wish that when you had a bad day you would talk to me…..all I want is to be there for you…all you need to do is talk to me….
How is it that I can be sitting right next to you and yet you feel so far away?
